Just saying automatically gives off Katy Perry tunage in my brain.
Anyway, wow. Hello lonely blog that I can always vent to and no one will ever see.
Things that've happened in the past few years:
I had a boyfriend, Tommy Bankhead. He... well, I moved to Colorado Springs and am no longer a city girl you can say.
I've had really tough issues with my parents and my struggle to keep myself happy.
I've been getting serious about actually making music these past few days.
I've been cutting a lot more. I've stopped, and that's for sure.
I'm going to forever be in love with a boy that wants nothing to do with me. Hey, sounds like Jaime! Hah.
Anyway, things so far are going great.
Emotionally, anyway.
Sometime this week, I'm heading to a psychiatrist because my parents think I'm the fucked up one.
Drugs, drugs, alcohol, drugs. I'm in the process of getting my permit so I can finally drive myself places.
I've been saving up money for a one-trip ticket to California.
So far, I've got $45. I need more for a car, a place to live in, of course, and school. I'm ready for anything that comes in my way, though. I really am.
I hope this year will end all of my troubled cycles.
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